Steps To Moving Forward

For anyone going through a difficult time, I want to pass on the list of ten steps that I “COPY and PASTE” from my lovely book...CHIKEN SOUP FOR THE SOUL... Ten steps to moving forward... 1) Cry, Yell and Grieve (Menangis/teriak) 2) Talk when you are ready (Berkongsi dengan seseorang bila anda betul-betul bersedia) 3) Escape When you need to 4) Start Small 5) Find you muse (Looking for own Inspiration eg.music or nature) 6) Reach Out ( Interaction is an important thing in any person’s life) 7) Channel Your nervous Energy 8) Help Someone Else (Plain and simple, it feels good to help someone else out) 9) Focus On The Good Things 10) Take One Day At A Time No matter what your are going through...that you will get through. No matter how hard it seems in that moment, time will move you forward against you will Take care everyone..

Best regards,

ayeen
ain282003@yahoo.com
http://boboayeen.blogspot.com/

Epy mothers day to my one and only mum in this world...

Epy mothers day to all over mum in this world...just from bottom of my heart..to wish epy mothers day to my beloved mum MDM. A.MAIRIN DANSI..for her kindness, carring and makes who i am today..Wish u in good health forever..How i wish i can make u happy in the rest of u life.. Thank you for supporting , together share all my bitternes life...No word can explain my feeling.. I LOVE U SO MUCH ..till the last my breath and so sorry can't celebrate it this year.. .

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO EVERYONE CALLED MUM...

Kuala terengganu saya datang lagi!!!

I had been to Kuala Terengganu 6 years ago for Induksi at Sutera Beach Resort and now i came back...yeayyy Having a nice and tried journey by road from Shah Alam to Kuala Terengganu with my mum and bro. Recently, Drove almost 9 hours, with stop a few place, passed Pahang with total cost of TOL around RM68.60 return. The place I go in Terengganu:- 1) Passed by Rantau Abang 2) Sultan Mizan Stadium 3) Universiti Malaysia Terengganu (UMT) 4) UNiza (Universiti Sultan Zainal Abidin) 5) Uitm campus Cendering, Kuala Terengganu 6) I saw Masjid Cristal 7) Pasar Payang (MUST GO) 8) A few beach ( not sure the name) The town of Kuala Terengganu being so quite Friday and Saturday because it is public holiday. The one and only mall i saw is mydin.. The food...of course ate nasi kandar and lekor...

LET'S KNOW AND LEARNING...

Happy Labour Day to Everyone today.. Let's learn a few word that maybe we don't know the meaning... 1) MUMBO JUMBO - RUBBISH 2) FUDDY DUDDY - UNINTERSTING 3) HEY DAY - AT HIS MOST SUCCESSFUL TIME 4) KOW TOW - ACCEPT WITHOUT QUESTION 5) TEENIE WEENIE - VERY SMALL 6) FAT CAT - WEALTHY BIZ MAN 7) CHEERFUL EARFUL - A GOOD PIECE OF NEWS 8) WHAM BAM - VERY QUICKLY 9) EVEN SEVEN - FAIR 10) HURLY BURLY - THE EXCITED 11) OKIE DOKIE - ALL RIGHT

12) PELL MELL - IN CONFUSION HAPPY LEARNING...

When You miss someone in you life...

There are moments in life. When you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them up from your mind and hug them... Sometimes missing a person can have little or nothing at all to do with love. I agree that missing a person can be based solely on habit and on convenience. It's programmed into your head that this person is a part of your regular routine. you can miss someone but that doesn't automatically translate into "love". It's like that old saying, "If you have to ask you can't afford it"...well in this case, with love, "If you have to ask, you haven't felt it". A person will just know when they are in love with someone. I miss a lot of people, for a lot of reasons ( specially who concern, care of me during my very hard time before, during my health problem stress me out, sure friend I never forgot all of you till end of my life) I miss goofing around, or the great chats, or the quiet comfort, or whatever else. Missing someone just means that you miss something about how they affect your life in whatever way they do. When change is involved, then it's easier to miss something or someone because yea, you were used to this and that being done such and such a way (or time) and now it's diminished or gone altogether. What you miss then is routine. But no, missing someone doesn't mean that you love him/her it FACT. P/s...missing all the great friend of me..

Happy Good Friday to Family Christian..

Good Friday is the Friday immediately preceding Easter Sunday.
For Sabah and Sarawak its a public holiday.
It is celebrated traditionally as the day on which Jesus was crucified.
Why is Good Friday referred to as “good”? What the Jewish authorities and Romans did to Jesus was definitely not good (see Matthew chapters 26-27). However, the results of Christ’s death are very good! Romans 5:8; “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” First Peter 3:18 tells us, “For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit.”

Many Christian churches celebrate Good Friday with a subdued service, usually in the evening, in which Christ’s death is remembered with solemn hymns, prayers of thanksgiving, a message centered on Christ suffering for our sakes, and observance of the Lord's Supper. Whether or not Christians choose to “celebrate” Good Friday, the events of that day should be ever on our minds because the death of Christ on the cross is the paramount event of the Christian faith.
Good Friday to everyone Christian family member..
Good Friday Calendar:
2012 = April 6
2013 = March 29
2014 = April 18
2015 = April 3

Just Welcoming APRIL 2012 and goodbye to MARCH 2012

How time flies so fast, March 2012 going to the end today for this year hua hua, that means ¼ for this year already finished.
Anyway , I thank you GOD to make my life so wonderful, meaningful and also colourful :), I cannot ask more except hope for better in health, carry on duties life as a government staff and I would like to do anything that make me happy.
So main plan I want to do for this year but due to unsuitable circumstances will hold for next year specially going to holiday yea really to relax mind after many things happened in my life and family.
Just, Welcoming for APRIL 2012 with hope of full of surprise in life because i know miracle will happen in everyway with it owm way. GOD BLESS

MY NEW SOUL

Taking with my new MEDS

After being used the last five month for my “ Humira” , injection every two weeks, unluckily the progress not so good, recently my ankle and wrist give a lot problem to me specially during morning time, that means again and again my new meds for control the disease RA can classified as FAILED...
Then now, my doctor change to my new meds call ‘ Entercept’ that is my new soul, this time have to inject once in weeks, in the first round I am feel down, yup nervous of course to see the needle but Do I have choice?
I need this to continue my life and then to control my disease as well and preventing my joint for early damage.
Now, seems that I am familiar with this task, my responsibility to take care for myself, reminding myself this is GOD plan for me and how HE helps me in HIS own way AMEN.

I just hope everything goes well soon, this meds work and suitable for me then I don’t need to keep changing my meds due to unsuitable meds, I really hope it for the last time. I am tried but what can I say this is my life.

JOHN CARTER

Cast : Taylor Kitsch as John Carter
Lynn Collins as Dejah Toris
Running time 132 minutes[3]
Country United States
Language English
Budget $250 million [4]
Box office $114,261,000

Baru-baru ni saya berkesempatan menonton filem trailer ni.
Best jugalah filem ni...tak rugi menonton

Sekadar Perkongsian -INTAN SABAH

INTAN SABAH
Almost 2 tahun berlalu saya tidak mengikuti sebarang krusus kerana bercuti panjang.
By the way baru-baru ni saya berkesempatan untuk berkrusus di INTAN, Sabah yang bestnya saya stay di hostel. Walaupun jarak dari rumah tidaklah jauh mana seperti jarak ke office yang lebih jauh, tetapi saya mengambil keputusan untuk saja ingin merasai dan menginap di hostel yang disediakan dengan kata lain mahu berehat dan tidur sepuas-puasnya.
06-09 March 2012 yang baru lalu saya menghadiri krusus “Perkhidmatan kaunter yang berbudi bahasa Bil 1/2012” glad to be there, kandungan krusus agak menarik dan boleh dikatakan banyak membantu dalam kerja di pejabat yang ramai dan selalu berhadapan dengan orang luar yang berurusan rasmi dengan jabatan dengan barisan kaunter, banyak perkara baru yang saya belajar dan yang pasti ia sedikit sebanyak membuka minda saya untuk berkembang maklum sajalah berehat panjang sedikit sebanyak telah membuat fikiran saya lembab dan tertutup. Masa krusus dari 8 am sampai 4 pm ja so malam tak ada apa-apa program, sempat jugalah saya meminjam buku dari perpustakaan INTAN untuk mengisi masa lapang waktu malam.

Penginapan iaitu hostel INTAN agak istimewa juga, ala-ala hotel jugala. Saya ditempatkan di asrama yang diberi nama MESILAU dan kebetulan rakan sebilik saya adalah orang Sabah berasal dari Kota Belud tapi bertugas di Jabatan Akauntan Bintulu .
Bercerita soal makanan rasanya memang superlah,boleh tahan, sedap, selalunya sea food dihidangkan , ikan besar-besar dan segar. Bagi kakitangan kerajaan yang belum pernah datang ke INTAN Sabah,Sila datang kerana kamu pasti tidak akan menyesal mungkin Cuma lokasinya agak jauh sedikit dari bandar dan agak susah untuk keluar berjalan pada waktu siang dan malam tanpa bantuan kenderaan seperti teksi.
Sekain, sekadar perkongsian..

Happy Birthday

Also epy bday to my niece Aan valentiena ( 10 yrs) & Adrian Adryl Handry (2 Yrs)

Hepi bday to my lovely mum.....( 02 March 2012)

p/s : since she is on diet, i gave her juice blender as a present ::)))

Apa Tahun Lompat

Well, Febuary going to end and today 29 Feb 2012, what is special it 29 only will come once in 4 years...it called tahun lompat...
Anyway ...Good bye feb, welcoming Mac...they are many things i want to do in my life..
FAKTA TAHUN LOMPAT
Tahun lompat merupakan tahun yang mengandungi lebih satu hari daripada tahun biasa bagi menyamakannya dengan tahun astronomi ataupun tahun yang bermusim. Peristiwa musim dan astronomi tidak mengulangkan diri pada bilangan hari yang sama. Oleh sebab itu, sekiranya terdapat suatu takwim yang mempunyai bilangan hari yang sama pada setiap tahun, hari ulang tahun akan berbeza daripada hari peristiwa yang ditandainya. Dengan penambahan satu hari, perbezaan di antaranya boleh dibetulkan.

Orang yang dilahirkan pada 29 Februari akan merayakan hari jadinya pada 28 Februari ataupun 1 Mac.Selamat Hari Jadi...

Wedding Yusry & Lisa Surihani

Inilah yang dikatakan jodoh dah sampai, sebelum dunia melupakan saya juga ingin berkongsi tentang hari bahagia artis kesayangan saya siapa lagi kalau bukan si jelita Lisa Surihani dan Yusry KRU.

Hakikatnya dari dahulu saya amat meminati Yusry, perceraiannya dengan artis jelita Erra Fazira pada ketika itu sekitar tahun 2006 sedikit sebanyak membuat saya agak terkilan dan sedih tapi apakan daya jodoh mereka tak panjang .
Well, secara peribadi saya turut bahagia atas perkhawinan Yusry yang kedua ini.
saya berharap dan berdoa mereka berdua bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat .
Bernikah : 23 Febuari 2012 di Hotel Marriot
Majlis resepsi: 26 Febuari 2012 Pusat Konvensyen Putrajaya (PICC)

Our New Life Progress

Recalled back what was happend on 01 Disember 2011, is terrible things happened in our family life, our house burnt by the fire.
Now, after 2 1/1 month gone, we on progress to build up our new life that our sweet home, even it not same like before but we really hope the new house give us new strength, new hope on everything to carry on our daily life that i consider totally ruined by the fire.
Now our new house just only 50% was completed , THANK YOU GOD to make all this happened most especially to my parents and sibling who contribution on this project and who may concern helped us during our hard time before.

Again my journey as RA patient not end yet

2012, New year bring new life for me, being at office again is a nice feeling inside that i can’t explain to anyone by any suitable word but deep inside in my heart there a something very-very hurt waiting for me.
The next operation on my right hip still waiting for me oh my GOD, if i can i want to run away , but do I have choice? The next operation will be schedule on 14 March but, I ask to extend I have a lot things to do for myself as well but the most important for the time being I can’t bear to face it, personally I am not ready again after three times operation done last year. It terrible, horrible and so on, only me can explain and know what I have been through all this while of journey, being admitted in hospital a few time are really make me sick.
I ask to apply for sponsor from my office and it take a few month to approve, anyhow I don’t mind as long my hip not felt so bad for the time being, Frankly speaking now I am not ready both mental and physical. I know I can’t avoid the operation but now I really need the space to breath.
Even now my ankle give me problem together with my eczema (skin problem) but I wish the pain can go anytime and as soon as possible, it make me hard to walk properly without walking stick with me, it really pain inside.
I really hope that my journey will end soon; I tired to face all this .AMEN

The most important person in mylife throughout the journey...

Rumah Terbalik Di Sabah

Miss to write again...
Well last 05 Febuari yang baru lalu, saya berkesempatan untuk melawat place yang agak famous sekarang di newpaper dan laman-laman facebook iaitu “Rumah Terbalik” ,is advantages untuk saya kerana lokasinya tidak jauh dari rumah saya Cuma mengambil masa lebih kurang 30 minit boleh sampai ke sana. Ia terletak betul-betul dekat dengan jalan raya di area Tamparuli iaitu terletak di kampung Telibong.
Yuran masuk RM10 untuk dewasa dan RM5 untuk kanak-kanak dan budak sekolah. Menurut sumber ketika saya dan keluarga datang melawat ia baru sahaja hari ke 5 di buka...YIPPEE tidak heranlah berduyun-duyun pelawat dan ia dibuka untuk lawatan pada setiap hari bermula jam 8 pagi hingga ke 8 malam.
Kawasannya tidaklah terlalu luas, Cuma rumah yang dibuat ini memang agak unik bila semuanya dibina dalam keadaan terbalik malangnya keadaan dan gambaran sebenar dalam rumah tidak dibenarkan untuk mengambil gambar, Cuma saya boleh kongsikan gambar-gambar yang diambil di sekitar rumah terbalik itu.
Bagi mereka yang agak sensitive, Kepala mungkin akan berasa agak rasa pusing dan pening . Ini mungkin disebabkan terlalu mendongak keatas melihat benda-benda yang berada di atas siling dan keadaan rumah yang dibina tidak begitu rata. Cuma bayangkan jika dunia kita terbalik benda-benda yang ada di depan kita sekarang di terbalikkan.
Barang-barang seperti katil, kusyen,peti sejuk,meja makan, tandas dan lain-lain berada diatas sedang kan kipas dan air con berada di bawah, unik kan. Apapun it a nice experience, salute dan Thaniah kepada pemilik “ The Upside Down House “ ini kerana ia mempunyai idea yang begitu kreatif, lagi memukau perhatian adalah kereta kancil milik tuan rumah juga di terbalik kan,Ini adalah rumah terbalik yang pertama di Borneo dan Negara kita Malaysia .
Untuk melihat sendiri kena datang merasai pengalaman yang hebat ini. Ia hanya berkeluasan dalam 140 kaki persegi sahaja.Di sekitarnya disediakan kedai cenderahati yang menjual T-shirt, gelas dan berbagai cenderahati kenangan untuk di bawa balik dengan potongan sebanyak 25% dan tandas umum untuk kegunaan pelawat.

SELAMAT MELAWAT
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Dragon - GONG XI FA CHAI

Gong Xi Fa Chai for everyone...

Agak lama tidak menulis untuk blog, sejak kembali semula bekerja seolah-olah saya tidak punya masa untuk menulis, sekadar melawat blog sahaja, yang pasti saya rasakan kehidupan saya agak memenatkan kan kerana kesihatan saya belum pulih sepenuhnya tetapi saya tetap berjuang untuk meneruskan kehidupan saya.
Setiap hari adalah “gift” bagi kehidupan saya , dapat hadir bekerja merupakan permulaan yang baik bagi tahun yang baru dalam kehidupan saya.
Seperti tahun- tahun sebelumnya , Tahun Baru Cina adalah sambutan yang tidak pernah kami lupakan, Walaupun Datuk dan Nenek saya telah lama pergi tapi tradisi itu tetap di amalkan sekadar untuk tujuan berkumpul sesama keluarga sempena cuti perayaan, tidak di nafikan kami juga berdarah cina dengan siang “CHIN” tetapi sudah tidak lagi mengamalkan hal-hal keagamaan budha.
Namun begitu kami tetap merayakan dan berharap tahun “DRAGON” pada tahun ini membawa seribu satu kebahagian kepada keluarga kami biarlah segala memori pahit itu cuma menjadi sejarah pada setiap di antara kami, mulakan hidup yang baru dengan penuh semangat dan keinsafan.
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU CINA PADA SEMUA...