Tusday words

WE MAY NOT UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING TO US AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT, BUT WE CAN HAVE A WILLINGNESS TO APPROACH IT FROM ANOTHER ANGLE...LETS BE HAPPY LIFE.

Best regards,

ayeen
ain282003@yahoo.com
http://boboayeen.blogspot.com/

MRI

There a few test to perform before any action done to confirm the treatment like x-ray, CT scan and MRI, for the time being MRI scan is most effective to see everything inside our body.i had done MRI before ….For those who not dealing with any health problem sure not understand what kind of MRI.
What is an MRI scan?
An MRI (or magnetic resonance imaging) scan is a radiology technique that uses magnetism, radio waves, and a computer to produce images of body structures.
The MRI scanner is a tube surrounded by a giant circular magnet. The patient is placed on a moveable bed that is inserted into the magnet.
The magnet creates a strong magnetic field that aligns the protons of hydrogen atoms, which are then exposed to a beam of radio waves. This spins the various protons of the body, and they produce a faint signal that is detected by the receiver portion of the MRI scanner.
The receiver information is processed by a computer, and an image is produced.
When are MRI scans used?
An MRI scan can be used as an extremely accurate method of disease detection throughout the body. In the head, trauma to the brain can be seen as bleeding or swelling.
It provides valuable information on glands and organs within the abdomen, and accurate information about the structure of the joints, soft tissues, and bones of the body.
Often, surgery can be deferred or more accurately directed after knowing the results of an MRI scan.

My special BUDDY

Bicycle cute...

Lately I have been a hard time writing, I can’t thing of any topic or events seem all too similar my daily life to update my blog. I admit to have a bit of writing block Ha ha (I hope not) This is maybe everyday facing of very tiring days…went to review to hospital is my daily routine, I hate to review for RA clinic, I also don’t understand why the doctor took soooooooooo long to see a patient, waiting the number serve is one thing, waiting outside with cooling of air-conditioner also the matter for me. Recently I came around 10 am and you all know I serve by the doctor around 2 pm can you image how long I sat outside I also not like the doctor ( macamlah I got choice to choose), it terrible things for me, my mind became stress, many things came across in my mind but again what I can do just wait and wait… patience sometimes up to boarder line..Tried actually, I also pity to my parents who patience to accompany during my review this two year...nothing I can said...we usually skip our lunch ..hu hu.
I had done my knee replacement twice which in June and September 2011, both of my knee still not properly function. And now I still not full recovery, I still cant work properly...and lately I haven’t go to physiotherapy that maybe why my knee still cannot proper function..
I ask my dad to buy cute bicycle cost RM110.00 ( Eshan money from my younger Brother..TQ) for physiotherapy purpose yippee…I hope this bicycle can help my knee to fast recovery and function normal as before, I did my own physo at home.
I love my bicycle.you is part of my buddy and life now…

Ubat Kesayangan ramai

Panadol @paracetamol adalah sejenis ubat yang paling popular di seluruh dunia, bahkan di negara kita juga ia adalah sejenis ubat yang tersangat popular , sebut saja apa jenis penyakit pastinya panadol jadi pilihan untuk mengurangkan kesakitan dari sakit kepala, pening,demam, sakit gigi,migraine,sakit pinggang dan sebagainya..untuk penyakit yang murah-murah (ringan) mungkin ubat ini boleh membantu tetapi untuk penyakit yang kronik kenalah berjumpa doktor…jadi pesanan sentiasalah membawa panadol di mana pun anda berada…
Salam sihat sedunia..

Not same..........

REMEMBERING & MISSING

LOVING & APPRECATING

HUGGING & EMBRANCING

P/S Slightly same but diffrent....::)))

End- tail Typhoon Nesat. was here...

It was scary for us here...the end-tail typhoon from Luzon, Filipina was here on morning 27 September 2011...(4.45 am)with wind and heavily raining...

(Kandang ayam)

p/s : sorilah tidak sempat ambil byk foto..suda di bersihkan

Happy Birthday to My Daddy...

Today my dad turn to 65 years old...was born on 01 Oktober 1946.
Honestly i am not very closed to my dad compare my mum...anyhow tq GOD to sent us such wonderful Man in our life...I am glad for having him as my daddy...
Wishing him a very good life ahead with good good health and can live many many years.(I wish for everyone)
No suitable word can i explain how much I Love You...and u means a lot to our family..Thank you for everything you have done for me..
GOD BLESS

Happy Birthday pa (man in blue ::))

Unfade memory- childhood memory

Yipee...even times files but not everything was changes..I still hope i can keep my childhood dress as long as i can as my unfade memory....

Sakit atau Tidak sakit sama saja..

Hello my fellow friend…:))
Looking by the title…what came across in our mind…?
I have my old friend…quite closed, I cant deny she one of my best friend who support my journey of life all this while…sweet and bitter life but the other day, I felt sad inside and a little frustatation…not only because the word she said but she is friend of mine since 18 years ago…but this is only sharing…
All this while she always comfort me and support me but when she said that someone who sick same as one who did not sick…wow that is terrible fact for me.
I did experience when I am in good health before and for this coming 8 year this year as I always mention I have facing the difficulty of life due to my illness. I know that everyone got their own problem whether small or big but surely affect their daily life as well.
We cannot counter just looking the family who live happily got their own problem e.g. financial, arguing or so on…but at least if we got good health we can do anything we want, which can release tension or makes something benefit or come out with solution when came to problem BUT how about for someone suffering in health problem …cant wakeup, talk or walk..It is same with in good health? It totally different my friend, am I right…he he
What I am trying to say here is…just imagine someone in good health even many problem not same with someone suffering illness…so aware you word…
Kesimpulannya…ORANG YANG SAKIT TIDAK SAMA DENGAN ORANG YANG TIDAK SAKIT.
MEMANG TIDAK SAMA..
I not blame her because she not in my shoes..

Experince is the best TEACHER

Hello and Aloha guys….
My entry today it all about experience that is TEACHER for the rest of my life….
I believed as a human being we all through different journey in our life, some people have a good life while the other in another round hu hu…
Some people learn from the past while the others don’t…
Coming to 8 years in (RA) joint problem disease given many experience for me, flash back went through the bitter life everday like a nightmare for me. My family spent a lot of money (cant count by number) and of course time to find any alternative to cure my pain, trying many things of meds from outside, traditional method, massage and so on, but unluckily no one can abate…it only make it became worst. (Thank you to my family that I cant explain by any suitable words..you all did great job…GOD BLESS)
Simple story we had went almost around Sabah to looking someone help it called “Bomoh” errrm………we had been to Keningau a few times, Pitas, Kudat ,Sandakan and so on.
Anyway the experience teach me a lot, end of the day I back to the doctor which the first place trying to avoided it, anyhow I have seeing doctor since I diagnoses RA but not taken the meds given properly (still blamed myself) . Finally I release not all the health problem can handle by special person (Bomoh), for me it is the doctor duty as well. Due to a lot of taking outside meds pain killer and herbs my pain became worse and the bone going to fast damage, I cannot avoiding the operation anymore to change to artificial bone(How sad indeed).
By sharing I hope anyone do not repeat make mistake as I am, MENYESAL KEMUDIAN HARI TIDAK BERGUNA…just believed the doctor who serve you, it is they task, their will do the best advice and assist you on you early treatment of you disease…I am begging you to believed me based on my experience…before everything was late. RA disease can control and help by suitable meds from early damage.

Even now after a few operations I felt better but if I can turn back I wish to avoid any operation as well because the early treatment can help it. Now and onward I promise to myself whatever happened I only taken the meds which prescribed by my specialist doctor and do not repeat the mistake again.
This experience is my Teacher the rest of my life…
P/s; don’t simply taken any meds from outside without doctor consult.
Thank You…

Total Knee Replacement (TKR)...2

Total Knee Replacement (TKR)

Not everyone got same experience as mine ,I have done both total knee replacement (TKR) this year (June and sept 2011)…now I am sharing with all of you out there…..what is all about TKR?
What is a total knee replacement?
Knee replacement surgery removes the damaged joint lining and replaces the joint surfaces with a metal and plastic implant that functions similar to a normal knee.

Bagi Tuhan Tiada Yang Mustahil

Unexplain Feeling

Here again my sharing of life, unexplained feeling indeed, my tears run down from my cheeks. It happened on 08 Sept 2011, me and my parents went to Queen for review at clinic orthopedic (bone), actually my next review in on 06 October but due to my bad condition lately my mum suggest to come early. I think today is the bad day for all my review the specialist doc Mr. Baskaran on MC today, how frustrating I am the other doctor cannot make any decision for me, I plan to do booked for the next operation. After seeing the general doctor (not interested to know his name) but its Indian guy, I feel sad because I really not impress how he treat me as well, I also noted that the operation schedule is so pack till end of the year but I still hoping I can booked at least I am waiting something for sure for next mission, Lately I really cant bear my pain it terrible and came this appoiment with full of hope. I leave the rooms with frustrating face. Anyway I can still smile to the Nurse Enikah , she convince me that have any chance everyway.
We arrived at home almost 2 pm. Tired and sleepy as well, I plan to take a nap but suddenly around 2.25pm, my phone was rang, I saw that a new number appeared, early I did think that I should not pick up the phone but then I make it, it was so surprising for me it was from Dr. Baskaran, wow I can feel that my heart beating being stop a while like saya menang Jackpot Ha Ha, I did happy but many things came cross my mind. Tidak tau mo cakap apa , one words unbelived, this is a great opportunity then I have to grabbed it.
My conversation with the doc:
Doc Baskaran : Hello , ini dr bas , ini airin ka?
Me : iya saya
Doc : Saya teda di clinic today, sya kurang sihat..But ko mau operation ka next
Week Rabu?
Me: (Without thinking and asking) I sad YES
That how it happened, I really can’t think, I do wish to do the operation early but not this time, I am not ready both mental and psychical. I just leave hospital only just three month and now for sure I will there again, my parents was shocked but surely they happy for me, it just like my dream come true.
From what was happened today I believed all my prayer also my mum and family answer by GOD, I know he always there for me, he will make a way seems to be no way. I fear to face it again but I hope I can cope with it. GOD helping me in his own way.
This is the last entry before I go to admit in hospital. I only hope one thing that everything is goes well and get well very very soon,
GOD HELP ME TO FACE ALL IT AGAIN.AMEN

P/s: need pray from all of you out there.

CHAIYO CHAIYO...GAMBATEH

Teman

Tiba- tiba terdetik di hati saya ingin bercakap soal teman/ kawan/sahabat tidak kiralah bestfriend kah, teman dari kecil ,teman se- university dan teman sekerja.
Rasanya setiap insan di dunia ini mempunyai ramai teman yang berada jauh dan dekat, bila kita pergi ke sesuatu tempat yang baru pastinya kita berkenalan dengan kawan baru dan persahabatan pun bermula tapi adakah kawan kita itu betul-betul memang yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai kawan?…fikir2kan lah
Namun seperti yang kita biasa dengar teman ketawa senang untuk di cari tetapi teman menangis..memang susah nak dapat so dari situ kita akan faham siapa sebenarnya teman yang sejati ehhhwa…:)
Untuk menguji siapa teman menangis kita bukanlah susah, apabila musibah yang tidak dijangka berlaku ke atas diri kita tanpa kita pinta semua akan terjawab…
Contoh paling dekat ialah apabila kita di timpa masalah kewangan atau kesihatan , sakit yang teruk dan perlukan masa untuk sembuh, dari situ kita tahu siapa sebenarnya kawan, siapa mereka yang sudi melawat kita? Bertanya khabar? memberi kata-kata semangat agar cepat sembuh even a simple SMS sudah cukup tapi tidak semua manusia ingat untuk melakukkan itu.
Kita semua alpa dengan kesibukan hidup masing2,Kita sering lupa bahawa apa yang kita miliki dengan sekelip mata sahaja akan mudah di ambil oleh pencipta kita,kekayaan yang kita miliki, kemewahan, kegembiraan dan pastinya kesihatan sebab setiap sesuatu yang bermula darinya pasti kembali kepadanya. Tiada yang kekal di dunia ini semua adalah pinjaman semata-mata.

Oleh itu, beringatlah kepada mereka yang dalam keadaan tidak sempurna dan melalui saat kesusahan dalam hidup mungkin mereka memerlukan anda tanpa anda sedari sebagai teman..bagi mereka yang tergolong dalam jenis teman tersebut ( mula lupa teman atau pura-pura lupa dan sentiasa merasakan diri sibuk dan tiada masa)selamat beringat dan renungkannya(peringatan untuk diri sendiri)
p/s tiada kaitan kepada yang hidup atau sudah pergi Cuma perkongsian semata-mata..eppy reading.

No Cry again...

I also don’t know why recently I feel want to write much in my blog (just started blogging and still learning process) , by looking and reading many blog everyday giving me inspire rather than in negative thinking all the way due to the terrible condition. It just suddenly comes out from my mind that needs to spoke out everything that what I feel now before me forgetting about it. All the experience, all the bitter situation happened to me suddenly appeared, when I think back what I have in life I have to grappled all these opportunity as well, living with chronic RA is not easy task for me and I am sure for all patient like me, Terrible life I guess but still thankful to GOD that I am still alive even there is time I wish rather be died (Upset person indeed) Frankly speaking it is not easy to stay positive when the terrible things goes in to you life. People only can see you and convince you to be patience but like other say “berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul” I not blame anyone at all.
As a human being there are so many temptation come along but the most important is the supporting moral from the surrounding specially from family and itself helping much believed me. I know not all my friends even my relatives know well what actually I am suffering then I also no intention to let them know strict away, it enough they knowing that I am not feeling well and had done a few operation on my legs. Being at home for almost two years (started taken leave on 15 march 2010 till now) without counting is though life for me there a bitter life inside, forgetting about that. I believe is the matter of time to heal GOD BLESS.
At the beginning I have no intention went to be blogging as well because I am the person consider lazy lady and telling the truth I don’t know what is calling a blog (Thanks to my sifu blog miss Dida ) , I have been heard about it but I do not understand in fact I do not make myself understand much but with plenty of time staying at home I plan to do something new and of course spending my time , I only read what I like Ha ha...during my very hardest time 2010 my brothers and friends had given me a lot book for motivation like a CHICKEN SOUP for unsinkable soul, THE HEAVEN IS SO REAL etc. but now I realize that the blog more than a books , I can read as more as I want by exploring randomly blog, the more I read my life so meaning and full of knowledge, there are many surprise that I am not noticing come along. I was enjoying reading as well. I just want to keep this blog as well the memories and refresh it back one day what was happened to me now and I wish to make it meaningful to other, for the time being I need a lot of study and research by asking for the senior blogging and I believed when time passed by I can make it more interesting and share with the world. I just want to stay positive even there are unexplained condition and circumstance ahead.

My journey not stop yet they are many condition may arise that I also can’t aspect but still hoping everything in moderation ways, I have heard poem that GOD not give you the challenge if you can’t face it.hua hua..The time I wrote this story telling my life I am waiting for the time to do the third operation, this time for my right knee. I am promising to myself that I don’t want to cry again…I surrender all to GOD maybe this is the best solution for my health problem as well. Powerpuff girl go…go…go ehheh
p/s: Ayeen don’t cry again…

****SORROW********

In this sad world of ours,
sorrow comes to all,
And it often comes with bitter agony,
Perfect relief is not possible,
Expect with time.
You cannot now believe that you will ever feel better.
But this is not true.
You are sure to be HAPPY AGAIN
Knowing this,
Truly believing it,
Will make you less miserable now.
I have had enough experience to make this statement
Abraham Lincoln.